You dont realize how much you hurt me
But its my fault after all
Every time you say you love me
The deeper I fall
My fault for caring
And now your words are like spears
Piercing the front I put up
Releasing all my fears
Yet you knew exactly what they where
You used them one by one
To play me like a puppet
By your strings I was hung
They cut into me
They hit me deep
The wounds are still there
Id never show you what I felt
Id never shed a tear
Although there were many
I kept them locked inside
Slowly drowning myself
The pain showed in my eyes
Thats why I cant look into yours
The face once soft now hard
Im scared to touch you
Im falling apart
But I still love you
For once ill cry
Struggle to breathe
My face ill hide
Dont want you see
I love you you say
Stop lying to me
