Tear drop

On the floor
Another water drop breaks
Tear drop running down my face
Symbolizing pain
Hate self abuse
Voices driving me insane
Donâ??t want to carry on
Want everything to go away
Wish it was that easy
No blood would have to flow
Watch it drop off my finger tips
As im sitting here alone
My only friend a blade
Cutting through my pose
Seeing my true inside
The side that no one knows
The side theyll never see
Not enough time
I lay here and bleed
My hands are weak
From tendons slit
End it all
With a little slit
Dont feel a thing
Nothing compared to what they did to me
Breathing fading
Lump in my throat
Slowly dying
All alone