I dont want to lose you

When I saw your face
So pale and full of sadness
I knew it was something bad
But never this it was what i least expected

You told me it was cancer
And that was all you knew
I couldn't believe i would have to face
Maybe losing you

When i was little
I used to love seeing you
you used to make me feel special
Like i was different from the rest

Me and kaz were always together
double trouble was what you called us
You used to take us shopping
and treat me as one of you own

Now knowing that its returned
Makes me feel sick inside
I hate knowing your ill
And seeing you suffer

Get well soon barbs
You a second mum to me
I don't want to see you hurt
I love you to bits

this is for my best friends mum. Her cancer may have returned and I'm so scared for her.