by jailbird08 Nov 24, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
Wearing so many clothes but feeling so cold you wonder how this could be. Staying here being me its a possibility. No one to hold me no one to care, you all wonder why I'm still living when theres nothing left of me to share. I give my advice i keep going around people keep taking things from me you wonder how I'm still on the ground. Holding my head up going from class to class, now all i want to do is be under the goddamn grass. Nothing but a shell thats all i am now, now you wonder how this could be how? Loneliness has taken hold, my spirit and heart, no longer bold, left only is a shred of my being only for another person and their needing. I'll give this one person the last bit of me, then there will be nothing left, you'll all no longer see me. I love him and i know its absurd and theres one thing left but theres no words, only things saying i love you so but the meaning behind them is left in the snow. Hidden of course by many things gems and diamonds and fools who give rings, but I'll still wait and give him this last shred, even though my heart is already bled. |