I fight everyday
to make it and stay alive
because my life is so lame
I fight the feeling
i have everyday
to take my blade
and to say my last goodbyes
I fight the feeling
not to cry
even tho i feel so broken up in side
and i can\'t make it go away
I fight the feeling to love because one day im scared one day
i might get hurt
I fight these feelings everyday
if u know it ok not
im goin to tell u any ways
I\'M NOT OK