You don't hate me

What did I do to deserve you?
After all the things I made you do

Making you cry and hurting you
But I just want you to know I miss you too

Cause I didn't mean everything I did
I only meant all the things I said
But something I did
Was the cause of when your arm bled

I meant it when I said I'll never forget
I meant it when I said I'll never forget the day we met

I didn't mean it when I made you cry
I meant it when I said I'll always try

I'm sorry you thought I didn't care
It's not true that I'll never be there

Cause even thought we've been torn apart
You still are a part of my heart

Cause without you I'm missing a part of me
I thought we'd be together with peace and serenity

Cause I can't help but think of us
Enemies, I guess it must

I know you were true to me
That you never hated me

You say you hate me now but not then
But I haven't changed
And I still remember when
We vowed on being friends

And since I haven't changed, And you never hated me
Then you don't hate me, you just mad
So now it's my turn to be hurt and sad

Dedicated to B.R. ( love you like a sister )
Written on November 22, 2005