No weakness allowed!

No weakness allowed
in my home
love is forbidden
I'll be forever alone
I trap myself
inside my heart
nothing is right
I see people walk by
holding hands
I only long
for a strong man
But no weakness allowed
For it will break me
No love allowed
Don't forsake me
No one should know how
I feel
No one should come close
for I can't feel
I'm a fighter can't you see
There is no way
You can love me