Reaching into my pocket and pulling out what will bring me hope
Eventually you'll learn to cope.
I'm surrounded by so many people but at the same time I am so alone.
Shots fired, shrill screams, tears streaming, horrific moans.
Blood surrounding my feet in a puddle of what used to be
No way to go back, no reason I would want to, hurrying as I leave.
This lifeless body's image replaying in my head
My heart and soul already dead.
I don't have an excuse for what has just taken place here
And I don't need one because by the time you get here, I'll be gone dear.
If I told you what I have done tonight
You wouldn't understand in spite
Of all the times you told me you felt my pain
But I guess it's all the same.
As time goes by, I don't fill with guilt but I will confess
That what I have just done is nothing less
Than a sacrifice of purity to possible lessen this pain I feel.
Sorry my dear, but you are the next I must kill.
