Bottled up tears

Thats it i cant take it
I'm sick of faking it
i hat this whole thing
seeing you together
Ive held in tears for soo long
now im releasing it
i cant go on
im screaming
im yelling
it has to be you or me
one of us has to go
so i can stop putting on a show
im tired
mentally,physically,emotionally
im just run down
ive swallowed my heartbreak
too many times
my body is shutting down
including my mind
i give in now
i surrender my soul
i hope you are happy
i am no longer whole
so now ill tell you
release all these built up feelings
emotions that went up in smoke
and the hatred that i felt
goodbye
im glad u kno how i feel
just so u kno
these tears are real