Feeling so alone

Inside i don't no who i am
i should just hide away
I've had enough of this life
and living day to day

Its like My stomachs sinking
into a deep ocean below
My heart can't take more lies
To that i have to say no

i don't understand myself
I'm living but wanting to die
It all feels like a dream
As i watch the days go by

My mind is full of hate
And tears are running down my face
as i write this poem
I'm feeling so misplaced

Why is everyone so selfish
And why doesn't anyone care
That when i see myself
the sight i cannot bear!!

How can someone love you
and be so very mean?
My mum doesn't love me
Cause i no what I've seen

I'm not going to say
that my life is the worst
i no thats not true
but my heart still wants to burst

They say my life is great
but they don't really no
they are never there
when i am feeling low

I go to school feeling sad
But i don't no why!
No one gives me answers
to why i always cry!!

I'm dwelling in my pain
and for this i hope i bleed
for the life i thought I'd have
now will never succeed

i hope they no how i feel
but I'm not seeking attention
I'm just a messed up girl
or did i forget to mention??

i guess if things are always bad
i will commit suicide
for the happy little me
has now gone and died

feeling depressed and alone right now...i just needed to get it all out, i hope that you like my poem. Thanks to all who have helped me
xxx