MeMoRiEs

What did i do to drive you away?
What did I do so wrong?
Why do I sit here crying when I listen to our song?
How do I make you hate me,
Why did you say goodbye?
How do I make you cry to yourself wishing you could die?
I try to do the best for you,
Try to stop the pain,
But it seems that I just care too much and I'm driving you insane.
I'm just a messed up psycho,
I don't deserve someone like you,
I'm dragging myself down and I'm dragging you down too.
Maybe I deserved it all,
Maybe it was meant to be,
I'm just a bad person who doesn't deserve to be free.
Maybe it's just destiny,
I just deserve to hurt inside,
Maybe I deserved the things he did,
I deserve all the times I've cried.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
But all I did was give you my heart,And I'm sorry that I made you cry,
Right from the very start.
I'm sorry that I've smothered you,
With all my forgotten fears,
And I'm sorry that I come to you,
When I'm shedding all these tears.
I know I don't deserve you,
And I never will,
But even when your hate's so strong,
I will love you still.
I love you so much forever,
Eternity and a day,
And no matter how you feel about me,
It will always be that way.