Should i go?

I have never tried to cut myself,
i have never tried any type of suicide.
my friend says it wont ease the pain,
but i think she lied.
Itll help me,
with whats wrong.
itll help me with the pain,
that ive felt for so long.
i come from a broken home,
my mom never wanted me.
my dad walked out,
what a mistake i must be.
i have no love,
not even in my heart.
my whole life little by little,
its completely coming apart.
Help me god,
im becoming deranged.
my life is horrible,
and it cant be changed.
is my life worth anything at all?
no one cares bout me.
should i give up?
or live with my life the way its suppose to be?

** Some questions that we have, never have any answers. These will be my last entries that i write, life has taken a toll on me & i dont know how to handle it. I will keep on writing as much as i can. **

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