Show me the way (blade)

The map on my skin,
Believe that nothing comes from within,
The pain written across my heart,
With too many obstacles for me to dart,
Caught up in the crossfire of blades,
Gives me all the cuts and bruises that i sustain,
Feeling so deep,
Cut along and bleed,
Falling into a world of mislead love,
No guidance or faith from the guy up above,
All hurt and pain inside my mind,
The eyes are stinging with no tears to cry,
The hatred and fear mounting deep within,
All the scars and blood that i keep seeing,
A permanent recall of the days that had past,
But the cuts and the pain doesn't last,
An all time low, an all time depressed,
How did i seriously get into this mess,
Thinking about suicide,
Doesn't make me fear it doesn't make me cry.

*i just want to die*