Why now

Why did this have to happen to me
did you think that i was for free
well you had thought wrong
especially that demo or song
so you know how much i love and loved you
are you trying to play me like a fool
don't you know how much this hurts
i still need your comforts
how can i not see this coming
now i just want to start humming
thinking about those days
saying that i love you all sorts of ways
all that i want to know is how
how can this happen & why now