Cold

What happened to us?
I've lost you to someone else
Say you choose me
But it doesn't change you like her
My heart is broken
Its shattered
And Cold
I thought I would see forever
By your side I would always stand
But forever once again
Turned into a never for me
She must be something special
For you to throw me to the side
Like the trash you take out
I think of how much I love you
But I'm not sure I can love you the same
I think of you and picture good times together
But I don't see me
I see her holding you
I see her kissing you and spending time
I guess I'm just put on hold
So you can satisfy your longing to have fun
You say I'm special and important to you
If thats true why am I casted to the side?
I have needs too that I could find somewhere else
But I wait for you to fill those needs
I don't want to be in anyone's arms but yours
But I guess you don't feel the same
I hated having to say what I said
I hate hacing to think that I would leave
I wanted to be the one to be with you
But you want to make someone else happy
No longer feel that way for me
Say you do but your voice says you're lying again
I know I've lied
I know I've hurt you
But I never meant to
And I'd never thought to do what you did to me
You built me up and tore me down
I don't want to leave you but I will
Because one person's trash
Is another person's treasure
And I don't need to be put through all this
I choose to because I love you
But I know if I leave I won't find the same love
But I can find someone who won't hurt or play me
Because I am special even if it isn't to you
Know that I love you and always will
But I'm not willing to think of me and you and see her
I'm scared and cold
And can never feel the same again
I know I said forget it and its ok
But I can't forget what you've done
I can't let it be ok because its not
So I'm sorry that I was there
I'm sorry that I'm holding you back
Don't be mad
I'm just saying how I feel
I'm sorry that I thought I was your love
But I'm always going to love you and be there