Blood Soaked Letter

How do you feel now dad?
I always wanted to be a grad,
But you would never pay for it dad.
You would never look at me,
Now you have nothing to see.

So you found my blood soaked letter?
Does seeing me in a puddle of blood make you feel better?
Thanks for seeing me like this dad,
You were the only one that should ever had...

How's mom doing?
Tell her to keep on going.
Tell her she'll see me in heaven,
Tell her to put in my casket a raven,
On my tombstone write "A Child's Haven".
Beg mom to stop smoking,
Tell her I don't want her choking.

In this blood soaked letter,
I have put pictures of smiles,
And all of my aced school files.
Look at what you missed out on dad.
Look at all the good times we could've had.

I hope you understand why I did this.
I HOPE THIS KNOCKS SOME SENSE INTO YOU DAD,
And tell everyone not to be sad.
I'll be waiting for them up above,
And I'll be bringing down love.

In this blood soaked letter,
I hold my pain and joy,
I hold my love and hate,
I hold my life and death,
My blood soaked memories.