Im Sorry, They Said It Wasn't Loaded?

How could I bare this
what do I say?
Im sorry for what I did
It was just a bad day

They told me the gun wasn't loaded
so I started to play around
they told me to hold it
so I pointed to the ground

I ran around the house
screaming and laughing
not thinking about
what would soon happen

So I acted like I was in a movie scene
I pointed at Chris's face and he started to lean

"Chris are you ok?Im playing, that's all?"
so carelessly I pulled the trigger, BOOM, Chris started to fall

Blood dripped from his face
and I couldn't breathe
My thoughts were erased and I fell to my knees
I started to cry
and I held him in my arms
"PLEASE CHRIS DONT DIE?!"
"I was PLAYING that's all!"

He started to fade away
and I squeezed him tight
everyone was screaming
his voice vanished from the night

I heard the sirens
there was a splat of blood on the wall
I couldnt stop crying
The police filled the halls

But it was too late
Chris was dead
It wasn't his fate
It was me! I shot him in the head

They said it wasn't loaded
Im crying on my bed
I made a stupid mistake
and for that my friend is dead.

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