Raped by my drunk

A lonely night
you were drunk
Your so strong
you came, i shrunk

Up against the wall
to hide from your face
To see all that hate
just want to erase

All of this pain Ive been
feeling inside
From sleepless nights
and that feeling to hide

You stumble in
and loose it all
you trip over yourself
and quickly fall

I pick you up once again
dust you off and let you in
to my room on the bed
lifting up your heavy head

How much have you had tonight?
You pull on my shirt
i tug away you start
to hurt

I run for the bathroom you
follow my lead
When you get drunk
your sullen with greed

You rip the door open
and find me on the floor
you take my clothes off
your wanting me more

between gasps for air i plead
for an end
I plead for my broken heart
to some day mend

You get more violent and
my throat you choke
is this happening?!?
this isn't a joke

A frightful night
you were drunk
Your so strong
you came, i shrunk

now I'm dead and your on
the floor
What will you do when you wake up
and find out that I'm living no more

A bottle and grin is how it all begins
A fist and a fight is how it all ends
Tonight i lost control of you
i thought i knew but i had no clue
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I wrote this b/c my boyfriend was drunk last night and it scared me... I want everything for him why does he do this to himself?