Addicted to a lie (rap)

The threads holding me together are defusing.
When stitches are broken, this heart is oozing.
Your words are slick but who are you fooling?
This game isn't worth it,I'm aways losing.
How can something so wrong,be so amusing?
This is all to confusing,unsurprisingly abusing.
Every time I even try, a part of me will die.
It's too late now,I'm addicted to this lie.
I know what to do ,yet I cannot say goodbye.
I fall into this same old trap I don't know why.
The true answers I hope to find.
These thoughts send shivers down my spine.
I'm fixing to cross the line.
Theres no turning back.
I only have feelings,never will I know the fact
Except this heart is broken once again, and it will stay like that...and it will stay like that.

(this one apply 2 just about all the guys who have broken my heart over the years)