I'll try

I'll try to be happy
not crying at night
for the same stupid thing
wishing someone would hold tight

I'll try not to cut myself
to show my tears
cause when I cry I bleed
hopefully not for years

I'll try not to show what is inside
that something only i can feel
no one knows what\\\'s like
unfortunately it cannot heal

I'll try to be happy for once
and not show my pain
which has been in my heart for a while
and where it will remain

Now i want you to try
to see what i see
when i try to go to sleep
and to see how hard it is to be me

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