Never thought I would come to this,
Thinking that my time's up, wanting to die.
Has enough of this world,
Being pulled one way pushed the other.
Black days were the normal,
All I wanted was to laugh again.
Hair a total mess,
And the mirror just can't agree.
Sick of pretending I'm alright,
And that it's not you I have a problem with.
I can't get used to this change,
Natural emotion flowing quick.
Stick in the mud,
There's no way out now.
Dark side of you,
I hadn't seen before.
With one quick flash,
The tables are turned.
Far from perfect,
I don't want to change.
Re arrange the memory,
Try and forget what has fallen.
I can't measure up to you,
I'm not like you.
Messed in every way possible,
You don't even want to see.
Can't handle this, the world,
Too much emotions, and I'm dying.
Coldness from the shoulder,
It's not like I need a bucket to shed a tear.
