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I relieved my stress
Covering up
the blood on my dress
Nothing seems right
People stare
because I've lost the light
Not who I used to be
alone in the corner
This is now what I call me
I can't say what I feel
so lock it up tight
That's how I deal
I can't hide who I'm not
while I sleep
I pray I get shot
I can't do this to myself
my feelings I put away
On that crooked little shelf
I can't go on doing this to me
it's the darkness that I love
it's the darkness I can see.
Burning designs to get through
without a knife in hand
a blister I drew
Without the iron in my hand
comes the blade
no one understands
My future did fade,
but hopefully soon
I'll die someway