Scared.....Commit

I'm so unsure,
Yet at the same time, I know that I've never loved someone so much before.

Why am I having doubts?
Is it because I'm scared?
Scared that you would leave?
Scared that we're too young?
Scared that it is perfect and is everything that I'm looking for?
Scared of commitment?

There's no one that I'd rather be with.
I wanna commitment,
Especially if it's to you.

The ring on my finger feels so natural,
Yet I guess I just thought that it could never happen to me.

Four years is a long time to wait,
But it's something I'm willing to do for you.
Even if it's promised at x-mas,
I hope I can prove to you in January that you're the one for me.

It's just hard to go through all that I've been through,
And then have this amazing person come into your life.
Having them sweep you off your feet.

It's only been 3 weeks and I'm so sure now.
How am I gonna feel in January?
Am I still gonna be scared?
If so, then I can't ask you to commit.

If you know now,
Just keep it to yourself.
I love you baby girl,
And I mean it, really,
I do.