Liquid scars

Liquid heart
and the disintegration of all interrogation.
i pray for all causes once lost but now floating inside my bloodstream.
gray sky.
wicked night.
we sit still, hoping for it all to go away.
and in my heart, i know
that the predators will eat my soul
forever.

fading questions
the crazy capture of my carelessness.
bleeding tears never fade
only disintegrate into the scars.
my soul, slowly being devoured.
love is a pain,
and that's why i gave my heart away-
i gave it to you.

ingestion of angry vessels
calm my breaking storm
only but for a moment
i scream into the hole of nothing
and it heals only what i cannot feel
and hope to never recreate.
black rage and the fall of a kingdom
i raise my hand in victory,
only for all the love and sacrifice
to be murdered
and fade into darkness.

scream for me.
my heart aches for its release into the love-filled air
the cornerstone of life
is you, and your crying heart
you have gone away,
therefore, i die today.

my deep scars.
too many to count.
never will heal.
never will heal.
no matter how hard i try,
never will heal.
i am a damaged piece of ugly.
and i have no masque to cover my tears.

i know you
and i know how you feel
but i still love you
please...
just scream for me
and my scarred, liquid heart.

"love is a pain,
and that's why i gave my heart away-
i gave it to you."