Help me think of a name.??????

The thickest tears fall from my eyes
When I think of you not with me
I even sometimes have to cut
Just to know if i would die to save your life
And I would

All the things you say
About how you want to die and you don\'t deserve your life
If you did do something like that
After you i would commit suicide
Just to be with you
and be by your side

And i would cry the thickest tears of blood from my wrists
If you were to die
And not be in my life
Because I want us to die old together not now
Kuz I love you &
I want to die by your side