Holding On

I know im not perfect
Im constantly reminded of
The mistakes i make
But when you hold me
In that very moment
I feel like everythings okay
Like your gonna be the one
That saves me
((from myself))
But im afraid to mess this up to
I've learned that no one ever
Sticks around very long
Before that realize im nothing
But a lost girl with a
Broken smile searching for
Answers to a life that doesnt
seem to have much meaning
I've lost everyone who's ever
Meant anything to me
And now im starting to think
It wasnt there fault after all
I feel you getting closer
As i feel myself starting to
Push you away
I am so scared..
Waiting for the day you realize
Im not who i seem
((im nothing at all))
Your the only thing
That makes any sense
In my life right now..
Please don't let me mess this up
I need you more then you know
Sometimes i wonder
What im even fighting for but
Every time i feel like giving up
(and trust me the thought has
Crossed my mind to often)
I think of you..
And the way that i feel
When im with you
The way that you hold me
Makes me believe
That theres something more..