How could you

How could you just take everything away like that my life my friends my golden moments you put me right in the dark sens I was 7 I hope you f u c k i n die you are so cold how could you just do that leave me to die me living out on the streets slowly dieing trying to live now I'm back right here again just not on the streets but still in the dark holding a knife hoping to die praying just to find a gun I want to shoot myself in the head thats how I want to die because of you I'm now in trouble with the law people are calling me the cutter chick not lieing people call me that now I'm depressed now I'm hoping praying to die I once was happy felled with joy but now people just stare I'm thinking please just stop looking at me