Lost in my mind, flames burning my heart,
An untrusting family I shall not be apart.
High school is challenging why they don't believe me,
Im no longer in Junior High or Elementary.
Brain bouncing around like a spalding ball,
\"Breath easy don't take it out on the wall.\"
I say to myself as I feel the pain in my hand,
They don't get it, I swear, \"Parents just don't understand.\"
I try my best, I do the best I could do,
But the question, \"Why mess up when u reach High School?\"
A question that I have yet had a chance to answer,
Instead I think of getting shot or dying of cancer.
If I do leave this earth who would care?
No one, no one would even drop a tear.
Tears flowing as I write this poem,
Maybe god will take me up, where I can rest warm.
....Eyes blinking,
Heart beeping,
Death is comin and I shall be leaving....
