I want to be you

No one seems to notice
my absence in school today
i was always so invisible
why should they care anyways

i will be gone for awhile
for last night i hurt myself
to release my pain to the world
now doctors fear for my health

i know i am not crazy
i just have plenty on my mind
but there is no one to tell my secrets to
so it boils up inside

nobody understands how lonely i tend to be
i sit alone in my room at night
not wanting to see what i have become
and observe all the scars i have done

you may call me crazy
but still no one seems to see
that every night i cry to sleep
cause i could never be...
normal