Looking back

Looking back
Looking back at what I done
doesn't even seem like fun
I was really dumb
I let my actions take control of me
I am only 13
I wanted to do what ever the other girl were doing
Smoking drinking kissing to
Thinking to my self
What did I just do?
Going down the wrong road
I felt like a princess
Now I am just a toad
Changing is a big recovery process
I only want what is best
The best thing for me is to is listen to my heart
Don't let others tear me apart
Make good decision on me and my life
So then I don't have to think twice
About my actions I should have known
They were getting me into trouble
I did it on my own
No one is to blame besides my actions
Oh! How I am never going to that again
Family and friends now listening
They say its just a teen age thing
But they don't realize what has happen to me
I was taking advantage of when I was only 13
Every one thinks I am a ho
but they really don't know how life is
Knowing that one little thing can change your life around
you cant be the person you once was
Because all that is left with you is your emotions and actions
That was still in you when you could not stop
doing the things you were doing
Now you know how be
That is 13 and not 30