If It Wasn't For Her...

I'm sick of all you put me through
these feelings of hurt i must get out
everything in the past was because of you
why do you make me live this way

when things seem to be better
you have to ruin them & make my life living hell
i guess you just don't want me to find happiness
well your doing pretty swell

only you see there is this girl
actually the love of my life
she makes me happy and makes me smile
she is the one who stole me away from the knife

she means more to me
than you ever will
you hurt me so bad
you make me fu_cking ill

she picks me up when i fall
when i feel i can't go on
there a million other stars
she helps me wish upon

you see the seldom times
i can truly smile
its because i know I've got her
and she's making this life worth while

when your there to ruin my mood
she is there to change it all
maybe that's why your so mad
you just want to see me fall

well i hate to tell you this
but she wont let me break
she is there to help me be strong
and to take away the heart ache

see just as i love her
she loves me as well
she's not going to let you ruin me
nor make my life pure hell

i just want to thank you baby
for being there when i feel i can't go on
and your there to help me
and make sure all the hurt has gone

~*~ my beautiful baby girl~*~
u can't possibly understand what I'm going through b/c I'm not sure... i want to believe it is seriously all my fault & That i am a awful person as she wishes me to believe, but as u told me i can't let her win... i know I'm not that bad of a person, i have my moments, but don't we all? i feel as if i have just been let down by her yet again, & u just continue to pick me up, & i don't really think its Ur job to do so, but u do anyway & i just want to thank u baby for all that u do for me... b/c the things u do for me & The way u take my sadness away in less than 2 seconds, it's just like a miracle & i couldn't ask u to do that... i hate having to ask u to talk to me or calm me down or listen or w/e, & when i need u Ur always there & u tell me its OK that u want to be there... baby i just can't explain how grateful i am to have u... i love u w/ all my heart... & i just wish i could show u all my emotions for u... u mean the world to me... u r my life Latisha... god!!! i need u!!!!!!!!!!