Happy or sad

The way i see the world threw my eyes is full of colors
but the way i see my life is full of blanks and darkness
my heart feels like it's about to be riped out with a throne from a red rose
i fall in love to quick and get hurt quick
i run into one dead end into another
when i cry blood runs down my face
sometimes i feel nails about to price my flash near my chest
when i look into the sky it Stuart's to rain blood
it feels like i want to aflutter