Tangled in the forest of my nightmare,
Wrapped in darkness, I see the horrid stare,
The merciless feeling lingers with each breath,
Then it appears clearly, I want nothing but its death.
Engrossed in the madness of my own affection,
I have neglected restraining my hopeless obsession.
And I am in too deep. I have lost the will to turn,
Its dominance no longer my decision, that is why I burn.
I cannot take another moment. It has taken my mind,
I wonder what it will take to leave it all behind.
Does my heart need to stop beating for it to stop existing?
I hope it’s not that impossible to stop it from persisting.
I look down the path; I wonder how I got here so fast,
I once loved this emotion now I fear letting it last.
It hurts me so bad. I walk through each day with fear,
Wondering if you can even see that I am here
Through the twisted woods I struggle to flee,
When all of a sudden there is a light shining on me.
It is you. You look so much more gorgeous than ever,
I never want to stop loving you, I could do this forever.
I am addicted to you, though I hate feeling this,
I love you so much you make me feel bliss
But as soon as you turn away, tears pour from my eyes,
Because without you around the hope in me dies.
Into the empty forest of dreams, this is not fair,
If only I could see you, I would stop this despair.
*** For my love, I will never get you off my mind ***