I never told you, how much I needed you here
But I never said I do not need you near
Did you ever think, something was wrong?
Did you keep your mouth shut, but know it all along?
I know I used to smile so much more
And I wonder if you thought this is how I was before
Did you ever see me wiping my tears
And secretly wonder what I've hidden all these years
Were you afraid that you wouldn't know what to say?
Or did you think you'd question me another day?
I never lied to you, I never would
I knew I should of told you, but didn't know if I should
I'm sorry for all the lies I kept inside of me
You deserved to hear all the things you couldn't see
We never lost our friendship, I just accidently let it slip apart
But even after all this time, your still in my heart
It takes so much courage to confide
But I am ready to trust you, and let go of the things I hide