I cant be bothered but i love you so much

Its a bother i try,
its a bother i cry,
why do i care about you,
why do the same things go run through,

i cant let this go,
i don't let go that easy,
but what you have to know,
is that i want you to love me,

i want to see you smile,
i want to feel you near,
i want to love you for more then awhile,
but what i need is for you to be here,

cause your the only one i think about,
your the only one who has figured me out,
you can be the one to make me love,
we can be what couples call "us".