His Words

The words roll right off his tongue.like a whip they slice right through to the bone
They have left me assaulted.with a heart that has no home

My body feels shattered like there are pieces everywhere
I try to stop the sobbing from the anger and despair

I try to find myself again and gain strength in who I am
But his words keep coming back to me ,to reopen another dam

This time it's taking longer to get pass the hurt and pain
This time I can't just let it go,it's reverberating in my brain

If all his words are really true and I am really nothing
How can they expect me to stay here and pretend my life is something

And late at night I hear him talk to people everywhere
It's in his dreams he does reveal for another that he does care

An old love or a new love this I do not know
But the words that roll off his tongue are adoring then for sure

This does not make me jealous it just ads to my despair
I wish that he would claim her and they would go far away from here

In the meantime I am his slave
taking care of everything
The man with damage on his brain
does manipulate to win

I am to old for this abuse,I dream of a loving life
God what is your plan for me,why am I still his wife

Written by L.G.
I guess I have had a really bad day
may it be warm and sunny tomorrow