I feel like giving up.
The lights are off and the music is on
Here I go
Scream my lungs out
Until I can hardly breathe
Mascara tears
And black eyeliner running down my face
Tears of heartache and emotion
Feelings locked up and trying to get out
This pain is more than anything.
Life is at its worst
And my mind is on the idea of doing something drastic to make it stop
A blade a gun a bridge
Whatever it takes to get me out of this thing we call life
I want to die.
Laying on the floor screaming.
All my thoughts running threw my head at once
As the mascara drys
And the tears stop
I breath deep breaths
Until its over
Its true.. no one can save me now
