I sit here every god damn day thinking of nothing. MY life is just wasting away like time on a clock. There is nothing good out there for me is there? I lost everything. Even my respect for myself. I lost a lot since you left me!! I guess there is nothing else to live for is there? I am what people would call a waste of a life. Well I guess I will just sit here and watch my life flash before my eyes as I pull the trigger!!
