Tears of death

I cross my heart and hope to die
That this pain would pass me by
This Pain provokes me in ways you'll never understand
Weakens me to a point where I can barely stand
I believe in promises
Do you believe in trust
Is this all in my head
Or do I need to readjust
I keep getting crushed by society
I am a victim of reality,
The is a place where I don't to be
Will someone please come and rescue me