Why do I shed tears?,
For someone who doesnt care.
Why do I put up with this ****?,
How long would it be before I am tires of it?
Why does she say the most hurtful things?
Why should I continue writing?
Why lord? Why me?
Why do I lose everyone that I meet?
I thought this friendship would last forever,
I must have thought wrong cause Des and Mecia was a never.
Is this friendship really done?
I sure will miss the happiness she brung!
Why does my best friend make me feel so ugly?
So hurt! So unwanted! I feel so lonely.
Without her where would I be?
I dont know but Im glad I met Me...
I cant even finish her name without something fallin off my cheek,
Why does her words make me feel so weak?
Receiving nothing from her for my B-day, I would be crushed,
I would hope December 15th goes by in a rush.
No happy birthday from my best friend,
My motherfu**in life should just... END!
I dont want this to be over,
because she special like a 4- leaf clover.
Shes like a diamond very rare to find,
But its over now, why even right that line?
I dont want her to be a faded picture,
But if Im a nobody, why should I miss her?
Not speaking on Monday has turned into 4 life,
Would she go so low as to stab me with a knife?
When I see her in school, would she just look?
Why hide your emotion in a book?
Or would she smile at me?
Then come to me and tell me shes sorry.
Will there be anymore Im Sorry Destiny?
Will I accept the apologies?
Why did she call my poem dumb?
And repeated it agin so I could feel like a bum.
Why dont she want to speak to me?
Why does she have so much hate against Destiny???
