Death is calling me

My happiness turns to ashes
As it continues to burn
Once I'm gone theres no return
Hidden obsessions that no one sees
I wished someone would come
And set my soul free
Im drowning in my own pool of fears
All can do is shed these tears
Im burning in the inferno of hell
No one listens to me scream and yell
Im here for all eternity
Wake me of this dream
And return back to reality
I cant be awaken
for this nightmare is my life
So Ill end it with a flick of a knife
Everythings wrong
And everythings gone bad
This is the life I wished I never had