Please read my poem even though it might be a tad bit long and if you would, please rate it. I finally named the poem it's called "Before".
I was mad because you broke my heart,
I couldn't face you again,
2,3,4 days went by,
and I started to realize that I needed you in my life,
but I found out you were in the hospital,
about to pass me by,
as I walked through the doors,
and to the desk,
and asked for the room where your last minutes were spent,
I soon found your room,
the one I can't face again,
but as I walked in,
and saw you lying there,
trying to hang on,
your eyes began to open,
and I started to cry,
I ran and hugged you and wish you wouldn't pass on by,
as we embraced all of my memories,
went through my head,
as I wept and listened to what you said,
"I love you Claire, I always have"
it was just to much to bare,
I broke down more,
I felt like it was me that was dying,
as I asked, "what's wrong"
and you replied "they don't know"
and you saw the scared look in my eyes
"but everything will be just fine"
I tried to believe you but knew it wasn't true,
I told you I loved you and that I'd never leave you,
as I fell asleep holding your hand,
praying that in the morning you'd be okay,
I awoke and you were lifeless,
I called for help as I said "god, oh god do not let this man die, please"
and now as I cry,
right above where your body lies,
I wished that I would have been there,
those final days before you died.
