With dripping tears I lose myself
as every dark thought is
preserved on a lingering shelf.
With every cut the tears don't fade
looking back at all the mistakes
I've made.
With every ferris wheel the fun
will end, but the pain in my eyes
shall never mend.
The fever that my thoughts
will hold keeps me stained
an introverted girl with thoughts
untold.
She's battling disease
without a cure
as a musky smoke
sets her tears a stir.
when she awakes from pleasant
dreams, and smiles appear
on her face this happiness must
be so fast like erased
as she continues battle
with the tears shes faced.
she doesn't understand just
how to admire for shes cold
and forgotten without a desire.
love cannot, will not set her free
for shes cutting her spirit
within the spirit of me.
a rainbow of joy skewed
and poisoned you could see her
delicate veins through her tender
and fragile skin.
she believes there's no reason
to be alive for she walks through
rain wearing only a disguise.
she sits in a downpour trying
to foresee her depression
as she slits her throat without
any question.
And yet as the devil rises,
she feels her every pain
and her body ignited goes up in flames.
