His First Real Kiss

* dedicated to Garrett.. ure first real kiss was with me.*

a crystal lake far from sanity
and crystal dove almost
about to be set free

couldnt understand you
when we first met
but now that i am
so close to your lips you
panic and you start to sweat.

its shadowy outside
its hard for me to see
but i know that your vision is clear
while you look deep inside of me.

i ask if i can kiss you
you look delighted but still unsure
as i'm looking into your eyes
my virginaty so pure.

our silouttes in the night
reflect a glaze across the sky
and im thinking so quietly
that i do not want to say good bye

i wait for you to lean in
but you do not move
and as we work on your
kissing skills they magically improve.

i finally lean in
and you kiss my soft lips
and i'm wishing that you'd put
your hands gently on my hips.

you release me from your lips
but i go back to you for more
its hard for me to say this
but its you that i adore.

looking at your shadow
as there is no pain
you whisper in my ear
"i think you should kiss me again"

i wrap my arms around your neck
and kiss you one last time
hoping in the future
i can label you as mine.

i do not want to stop kissing you
but finally i have to
as the sky is not one
shade of blue.

as the shadows enclose
and the world begins to exist
this eight teen year old boy
savours his first kiss...