Some times your words get to me so much I attempt suicide I've done it 18 times why did it not work I will never know you hurt me kick me down you come into my house 2 or 3 times a week very very late at night and you start a fight and then try to do things to me go to hell jiff no you can burn there you hurt me with your cold cold words make me cry make me wanna die I try to drink away the pain and try to bleed it away too I cant live like this any more you hurt me I hate you when I cant sleep and I hear you coming I put on my favorite song and sing it it makes me feel a little bet better helps me remember and forget helps me hold on and let go it helps me it helps me smile and it helps me cry it helps I know every single word to that song I sing it all of the time
