by RedRose Nov 27, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
WHAT AM I DOING HERE? I SHOULDN'T BE HERE. I'M ONLY A BOY, THE SON OF A SHOP KEEPER AND HOUSEMAID. I AM NOT A FATHER OF ANYONE, I SHOULDN'T BE HERE. I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THE MIRACLE OF BIRTH YET, WITH THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, WHOM I HAVE LEFT AT HOME TO STAY AND DEFEND BLIGHTY. I ONLY CAN HOPE THAT I SEE HER AGAIN. BUT I KNOW I WON'T, BECAUSE UPON THE BLOWING OF THE CORPORALS' WHISTLE. I KNOW I WILL DIE, BUT TO DIE A BOY OF THE AGE 17 IS AN INJUST TO GOD. MANY OF BOYS AND MEN HERE ARE SICK WITH FEAR, SADNESS AND ILLNESS. ALL AROUND ME MY PARTNERS ARE DYING FROM GERMAN BULLETS, FRENCH DISEASES AND THE BRITISH STIFF UPPER LIP. THE LIP WHICH IS TOO PROUD TO BACK DOWN, TOO HONOURABLE TO JUST LEAVE AN UNFOUGHT FIGHT. I AM NOT BLIND TO THE CAUSE OF WHY I FIGHT BUT I CANNOT SEE THOSE WHO FIGHT ALONG ME. TO ME THEY ARE JUST GHOSTS. ALTHOUGH I FEEL THEM, SMELL THEM AND HEAR THEM, I CANNOT SEE THEM. WHY SHOULD I? I WILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN UPON THE BLOWING OF THE CORPORALS WHISTLE. ONCE HE DOES I WILL CLIMB THAT LADDER AND WHEN I REACH THE END AND GO OVER I WILL FINALLY BECOME A MAN. A MAN FIGHTING FOR KING, COUNTRY AND MY FAMILY. I WANT TO DIE A HERO, BUT NOT A BOY. SO THE SECOND IT TAKES TO CLIMB THE LADDER I WILL NEED WALK DOWN AS MANY ROADS AS IT TAKES TO BECOME A MAN SO I DON'T FEAR THE GERMAN GUNS AND BULLETS. |
"FOR THE ANGEL OF DEATH SPREAD HIS WINGS ON THE BLAST, AND BREATHED IN THE FACE OF THE FOE AS HE PASSED, FOR THE ANGEL OF DEATH SPREAD HIS WINGS ON THE BLAST, AND BREATHED IN THE FACE OF THE FOE AS HE PASSED." I WILL BE THAT BREATHE. |
by *~Emma~*
Theres alot of emotion within these words...you've come so far...from love poems so great sadness! well done |
by Betty Boop
I meant to say great!!! |
by Betty Boop
Wow.... here again...keep up the greay work |
by sarah
Great poem |