Darkest Nightmare

I go to sleep
and start to dream.
I try to hold
in my scream.

I'm dreaming of you,
what you do to me
Dreaming that soon,
I can be free.

I'm tired of hurting,
I'm tired of these tears.
I'm tired of my pain
and all of my fears.

I fear you,
and what you will take,
You hit me and beat me,
when I make a mistake

Its been going on too long,
I can't take it anymore,
This will be my last time
hurting on the floor.

I pick up the knife,
and in minutes at the blood i stare,
for this was my scariest,
and darkest night mare.