Dear Ish,
it has been almost three months since i\'ve seen you last and I barley got to talk to you earlier today. When I hung up the phone I started crying and i didn\'t understand why and then I decided the only thing that could have made me cry would hae been you not that you did anything wrong but because I miss you because i love you. I now am positive that picking him some one that would hurt me and make me misrable over you someone who\'d love me for me who\'d see me at my worst and say \"your beautiful\" was the biggest mistake and I know it must have hurt you so much and I now also understand why I was crying because i figured out that I made you hurt and knowing that i did that and made you think you were worth nothing to me hurts me so much I hope you can forgive me but if you don\'t I\'ll understand because what you whatever you decide obviously means you think your gonna be happy and if your happy i\'ll be happy as well
