Tears ive cried

by ~*EsTeR*~   Nov 28, 2005


Ive cried so mani tears over things that may neva happen
i hope n wish n dream of it all but yet i always wake up
i cant stand being in reality i wanna live in my dreams
(im always with u, u never leave my side)
we talk we laugh u r urself when were together in my dreams
we're both happy and no1 is inbetween us...

when it comes to reality n we talk online ur like another person
its like ur scared to be ur self
its like ur scared to make me laugh by sayins stupid lil things to me
y dont u how come we hardly talk nemore
i used to laugh all the time when we talked
but now it seems like all i can do is cry
cuz i dont exactly kno why i guess i jus wish we could b together...

i dont kno if those tears are happy tears,
that i finally get to chat with you after a while has gone by...
i dont kno if those r sad tears,
that ur not here but i kno that if u tried hard enough u would b...
n the thought if u tried hard enough that ud b here makes me upset,
makes me cry more cuz its like u dont really wanna b here...

all ur friends, (everyone that knows bout me) wants u to come see me so badly,
i dont get it they try to get u to come but it jus dont seem towork out...
i kno i may not understand sum stuff or even kno sum stuff thats goin on in ur life,
but id really love to kno, jus tell me if theres sumthing wrong...
n if u wanna talk about it im always here for you...
tell me wut goes thro ur mind about "us",
like if ur not sure if our relationship will work out or nething along those lines...

i kno its hard to beleive but i do beleive that our relationship will work out,
cuz i love you so much that id do nething i can to b with u...
i jus wanna kno that ur willing to do that too,
for me... the one u love...

i kno u try ur best to meet,
but cant u give it all uve got..?..

i kno u want to meet me,
cuz theres this feeling inside of me and i dont want those feelings to end...
i kno ur tru to me ,
because im tru to u so ull return that favor n be tru to me too right..?..
i kno u love me,
cuz i trust u n beleive those three words u say to me...
i kno u dont wanna lose me,
cuz u almost did once and i jus knew it hurt u...

i kno ur the one for me,
ur the only one i eva felt these feelings for...
i kno i love you,
cuz ur that special sum1 that was there to pick up the peices of my heart
n put em back together jus right...
i kno i do not want to lose you,
cuz if i lost the love of my life i wouldnt have nething left in life
ur the one that makes me happy n feel complete inside...
i kno that u can trust me,
cuz ive always loved u n i neva lied to u from the startn neva will...

i jus hope that u kno all that too...
i hope u beleive in "us" jus like i do,
and that we can meet sumday so i can feel te feelings i feel for you
in reality n not jus in my dreams...

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