Suicide

Written wen i was 17;

I never knew
that each day of my life
Would come so close
of dying tonight
I finally realized on this day
There's really no good reason
for me to stay

Each and every breath that i take
Seems to be the biggest mistake
Its so cold and so stail
Telling me,
there's no chance in heaven
But a big one in hell

Now my dreams have sunken
In this world i ain't nothing
Livin a life of shame
Im the one getting the blame
Suicide is my best friend
Now my life needs to end
With a tear streamin down
And my eyes going round

As the days past slowly
And the weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
About ways that i could die

I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside
But that could only last so long
I dont wanna be alive

I will succeed this time i promise
Just dont look at me while i do this
I dont wanna start to cry
Right before i end my life

Tell everyone else my last
Good-Bye!